| Location | N.ireland |
| Age | 72 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 9/1935 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,067 since 11/03/2008 |
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I decided to make this page as I think this is a great site to remember my granny by. Granny died on the 1st march 2008 aged 72 years old. Her name is Ellie. She was a wonderful wife to her husband Billy and a fantastic mother to 2 beautiful daughters Shirley and Gillian and a lovely son called William aka bill. she was also a brilliant grandmother to 7 grandchildren me,arlene,steven,mark,janet,david and andrew. she was also a great sister to her 4 brothers and sister. my granny was the most kindhearted and caring person. she would have done anything for anyone.never had a bad word to say about anybody. she was most happiest when her family and friends were aroud her. she loved having people in her home and you never got to leave without havin a cup of tea or a glass of juice and some buns. Even though granny wasn't well and was in hospital for a bit she never complained, even the nurses kept sayin how lovely she was she used to tell them all the time how grateful she was of them helpin her . we wern't expecting her to leave us so quick. She woke up on that Saturday morning and decided she wanted to go shopping, she wanted to get granda a birthday present for his birthday which was on the 4th march, so my granda and uncle took her n the car and she was happily chattin away in the car the whole way to town. she then said she needed to go to the toilet so granda said he would take her to asda and she could to go the toilet there. my uncle helped her out of the car and took her by the arm and led her inside,and asked her if she was ok. she said she was a bit short of breath and felt like dying. this wasnt unusual as she did get a bit short of breath at times and had a spray that helped her. he didnt think anything of her he told her she would be ok and he would be back in a couple to mins to give her time to go to the toilet. he came bk, knocked at the door and called her name but he couldnt get a response, he started to get really worried and got someone who worked in asda to come and open the door for him, when they got the door opened they found granny unconsious lying on the floor, paramedics came and worked at her for a while but granny just wasn't there, by the time my aunty n mum arrived she was
just taking her last breath. im still not really sure how she died, it was possible that she had a heart attack, also when we got her death cert it said on it she had cancer. we did not know this until we read it. granny came home for 2 days and got buried on the day of grandas birthday.i miss her so much more than words can explain, she meant the world to me and more. she still does and always will. it still really hasnt sunk in that she has gone, i keep expecting to see her wen i go to visit granda. she was a very loved person, her funeral was massive and loads of people called at her wake . she would of loved seeing them all.when she was at home i sat with her,she jus looked like she was sleeping and she had a big smile on her face, she looked so peaceful. i love her so much and i dont think anything is gonna be the same again without her. i jus want to give her a hug and hear her voice again. i am happy that she is not suffering anymore and she is in a better place with her mum n dad, her baby twins that were sadly still born and her brother abby. i will never ever forget her. i think about you everyday granny and i love you to bits your my angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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the wonderful beautiful lady
that means so much to me
may be gone from the land of the living
but with me she wil always be
because my memory holds her dearly
and my pen recalls her ways
and most of all i love her
a love dat always stays
it stays inside my memory
and is often on my mind
because a lady like my grandma
is rare and hard to find! xxxxx
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You are our guardian angel
you are our shining star
you will always be our loved one
no matter where you are
you left us with precious memories
that make us laugh and cry
but the love you planted in
our hearts
no millionaire could buy
xoxoxoxxoxooxox
its been two weeks and a day now since u fell sleep granny and its not gettin any easier, tis jus gettin harder i stl really cant beleive uve gone away so quick, i miss you so much i jus wanna give you a hug and see ur smile i love you to bits xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
31st march 2008
granny i miss you so much, its getin harder bein without you, a still keep expectin to see you. wel last nte i saw you in my dream and you were tlkin, i jus wanna hug from you, i jus want to hear ur voice again, and its so hard known that i cant, sometimes i feel like cryin but i cant coz i no when i do i dont fink i will be able to stop :( and i no u wudnt want me sad but i cant help it, nothin seems the same nomore, i just want you back i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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heya granny, no its been a while since last wrote to you on here , i never stop thinkin about you granny! every hour of every day you are in my mind! words cannot describe how much im missin you rite nw and how i wish you was here with me! but i no your around me in spirit all the time, it really isnt gettin ne easier , it gettin harder if nefing coz everyday that goes by im missin you more and more! but im so glad your not in that pain nomore! jus want to go and see you and give you a big cuddle, i love you sooo much!! your the 1st person i think about when i wake up and the last person i think about before i go to sleep!! you are everyfing to me, im gnna get off ths nw granny coz it hurtin me to have to write this to you instead of say it to your face! but i will be back on soon sometimes it jus easer to pretend that youve gone away on a holiday or summat n i tell myself ill see you soon its easier than this pain of realilty :'( i love you xoxoxoxo
granny
hiya granny i no its been ages and ages since i have been on herre to write to you, but you know i think of you every single day, not a single day goes by were i dont think of you.
Its been 2 yrs n 3 months since you passed away granny but it doesnt seem like that long ago, and the pain of missing you doesnt get ne easer granny like some ppl say it jus gets easier to live with coz i have no other choice :( i know you wudnt want me to sad and you'd want me to be happy but it jus really hard sometimes, esp wen im wantin you and your not there to give me a cuddle i no your with me everyday by my side , please never leave me granny stay close to me all the time. ive had a tough couple of years but im startin to get betta! my wee friend linda has got bk in touch wi me she lost a few close ppl to her so she knows how i feel, i bet your in touch wi her granda fred and her wee cousin on your knee bet you got that wee baby on your knee lookin afta him like you did me wen i waz little, and nikki's wee boy james bet you tell him stories! i used to love stayin wi you wen i lil never wanted to go home! sometimes wen i close my eyes at ntie i see you rite there smilin @ me esp some nites wen im really upset n missin you like ,mad! things havent been the same since you went away and never will be , you will always be in my heart and in my mind every single min of the day! its commiin up to my bday soon and a wish you could of been here to see it i no grandaa missin you like crazy he sends bill in now to get us bday cards but a nos he wishes you was there to do it! we gonna be singin karaoke n all at ma party! youd love that member you always used to get me to sing to you , you used to love that lol i dunno how you put up wi my singin lol! neway granny im goin ta go coz i need to go to sleep, please stay near me and come visit on my birthday :D i love you so much with every bit of my heart forever and always you are my everyfing! my world! love ya millions n millions XOXOXOOXOXXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXO
My life changed, the very moment i found out
that you had passed away
i couldnt stop it, there was nothing i could say.
you've touched my life so deeply to a point ull never know
i try to think about you when i am feeling down and low.
sometimes when my day gets hard
i will think about your beautiful smile
and if i listen hard enough i will hear your voice after a while.
Its you who give me a reason to go on with my day
and now if i want to see you ill bow my head and pray.
i catch myself looking for you still
in the halls and at your front door
but when i call your name , there is no reply anymore
i never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
god has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts
life will go on, but will never be the same
your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
your our angel from up above
youll always be missed but most importantly.. loved
jus one more minute god is all that i ask - why cant you give her back
it seems like such a simple task.
i guess people are right when they say god only takes the best,
i know enough now that your peacefully at rest
love you very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my special granny
hiya granny been a few weeks since i was last on here havent stopped thinkin bout u granny coz beleive me i never ever do your in my thoughts every single day,,, i miss you soo soo much,its ova a yr now since i last saaw you and it doesnt feel like it i cant begin to describe how much i wiish you were on this earth with me, tho i no ur better out of all the pain and sufferin.. things havent been too easy for me ova the last couple of weeks but i no ur with me in spirit, jus wish i could see your smile and feel your hugs, sometimes wen im scared or upset all of a sudden i feel like calmness inside me n its really weird i beleive grannys thats you tryin to tell me everyfing is gonna be ok. its your band parade 2mara nite i remember you used to love seein all the bands didnt u and your house would be full of people n u wud be goin round all of them makin them cups of tea and sandwiches, you used to always love a full house even wen u were sick in hospital all of ur friends wud be round your bed bout 20 of us and the nurse wud chase us all out coz u were onli allowed a couple of visitors at ur bed but that wudnt bother u ud get up outta bed n go down to the vistors rooms then the nurses cudnt chase us all out, you were one special lady granny everyone loved u so much, i love you to bits granny ur the best xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
With a broken heart and troubled mind,
I sit down by the side of your grave,
And I cry for my granny, i love so much,
For no longer can I be brave.
I know you'd hate to see me cry.
But, everything's gone wrong
And i need to tell you i love you
I haven't told you in so long.
You used to dry my tears away
And put a smile in their place.
Oh god, i'd be so happy
If i could only see her face.
You see, i miss her terribly
we were close, her and I.
She taught me so many things Lord
He took the time to answer why.
Why did you have to leave me?
I feel all so alone
I long to hear your voice again
To call you on the phone.
Oh Lord, please give me strength
To bear this awful pain
Tell her i love her lord
slow these tears that fall like rain.
Assure me that we'll meet again
Upon your golden shore
And once more she'll my granny
In Heaven, forever more.
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hiya granny
hiya granny xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx sorri i havent been on your page in a long while, i think about you every single day and your always on my mind, not a day goes by wen i dont think of you or wish that you were here, its still not gettin any easier as time passes by infact, its gettin harder. i miss goin to see you and i miss talkin to u on the fone, i miss your smile, i miss your hugs i miss you makin me feel so loved, sometimes i stil find it so hard to beleive that you are up with the angels, i jus so wish you could come back and see me again! i jus want to see you and its so hard coz its been ages since i saw you. you were the closest person to me in this whole family granny ur really the only person that made me feel safe. i loved the days wen i was younger and you and granda looked after me , when i usedt to stay with you and u wud give me a bowl of special k and tell me u were givin me them coz i was you 'special girl' lol, i never wanted to go home, i wanted to stay with you forever, i love mummy n daddy so much n the rest of my family but me n u jus had this special bond that no1 cud ever replace, please help me granny please jus come and see me, sometimes i feel like i cant cope anymore n jus want to go n see you but then something inside me makes me feel strong again n i realise i hav to keep gettin on with my life. but its so not the same without you in it. every nite we go to visit granda n i jus wish you would come walkin in through the door or you were sittin in that seat u used to sit in. my drivin instructer said he is probably gonna be puttin me in for my drivin lesson in july i cant wait to pass my drivin test and as soon as i pass my test do you no wot the first thing im gnna do is , im gonna go visit your grave and put something nice on it, i bought you a wee thing with a verse on it at christmas there, i hope you liked it, every single word that it said on it was true. i loved buyin u wee presents and seein your smile wen u opened them, ur wee elephant and teddy is still in the livin room jus were u put them. it soon be arlenes birthday it gnna be her big 18th we gonna find her a picture out of ur house and put it on her birthday cake, you always used to take pictures of us every sunday wen we were younger didnt u granny i think i hope them pictures are still in gillians bedroom. i wish you could have been there to celebrate with us, and in 5 weeks im hopefuly goin over to england to see meg. i no u would have loved her so much if you had got to meet her. shes such a lovely person, she my best friend. i met her jus after you died, in a strange sorta way i think you sent her to me granny coz i no i couldnt of coped without her, i felt like i had nobody wen you died and then she came along and she kind of saved me. shes been there for me so much, even tho she hasnt been very well can i ask u granny to please keep lookin after up from heaven, im gnna go here granny but i will be back soon please wil you come into my dream some nite or something please jus co i can see your smile!! i miss you sooo very much i love you millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya granny xxxxxxxxxxxxx im sorri i havent been on ur page in a wee while,,, sometimes it hurts too much to go on here, sometimes its jus easier to pretend your still with me, im missin you more and more each day and each day is getting harder.uncle noel has jus recently joined you and heaven hasnt he granny...you'll will be able to have a laugh up there together again. your my whole world granny i love you millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya granny xxxxxxxxxxxxx im sorri i havent been on ur page in a wee while,,, sometimes it hurts too much to go on here, sometimes its jus easier to pretend your still with me, im missin you more and more each day and each day is getting harder.uncle noel has jus recently joined you and heaven hasnt he granny...you'll will be able to have a laugh up there together again. your my whole world granny i love you millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Gone are the days we used to share
But in our hearts you are always there
The gates of memory will never close
We miss you more than anyone knows
With tender love and deep regret
We who love you will never forget .
love you granny forever and ever xxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya granny xxxxxxxxxxxxxx hope your smilin up there with the angels and lookin down on us tonight, im feelin a bit down just missing you so much and i miss havin meg here as well. sometimes its feels like im losing everyone around me. this time last year i was with you in the room and it was just like you was still alive i didnt even feel dat sad coz it just looked like you was asleep. i remember just sittin there with you for hours and strokin ur head and brushin your hair for you. i knew you loved gettin ur hair done or brushed even wen u was really sick in hosp you would always ask us to bring you down a comb so you could have your hair brushed. remember wen i was little i used to play hairdressers with you hehe and doctors and nurses. i really would have like to become a nurse sumday love makin people feel better but unfort dont think i have the brains :( cant wait to see you again granny least wen i die i no you'll come and get me. its grandas birthday tomorrow, i no its gonna be bittersweet for him, as it was the day we burried you on. mums got a hose for him she gonna bring it into tomorrow nite to him and i think im gnna get him a jumper n some socks and a card. i wish you was here with us, you keep lookin down on him granny and helpin him. as you are with all of us. i love you so much granny nite nite xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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